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Brokn_x
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Birthday: 6/13/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing, Music, Art, Tattoo's & Piercings, Reading, Diners, Coffee Runs, and of course, girls. =) Sports...Softball, swimming, tennis, volleyball, running, and working out when I can.
Expertise: Being me =)
Occupation: Artist
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AIM:  gOt mErKd
AIM:  Silly x gurl
Member Since:
1/5/2005
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| So I've decided to tell you all a little more about my girlfriend, Lauren.
I've know Lauren VIA the space for like a year... Turns out that we know a lot of the same people, for many different reasons and some the same reasons. All in all I really think It was inevitable that we would meet somehow... We commented here and there but never really talked. But two days after Christmas she posted a bullitain and wanted someone to go see Melissa Ferrick with her and i replied. We didn't go see the concert, but she too me out. Our first day was 12/28. She took me to see Brokeback... and I kissed her goodnight. She said it wsa unexpected. =) The we unexpectedly spent everyday after that together. Talking constantly, and then I spent new years with her. We went to her friend Mike's friends house... we kissed under the mistletoe, and fell asleep together on the loveseat after Michael got sick. We visited her friends and everything and then we went back to her Dads for midnight. I met her Dad and brother. She kissed me at midnight. It was a natural kiss, like we were "supposed to". I didn't want to kiss anyone else, either. After that we spend every night hanging out. Mike, my best friend Blake, Justin and I were really together.. a lot. Friendly's and diners. We all get along. Lauren and Blake love each other... Mike is amazing and Justin -- we all just mesh together and I love it. Before Lauren went back to school the MySpace status changed. I think it'll be a month (officially) in between now and Valentine's Day. I went up and saw her at school, met the girls on her floor and it was amazing. She came back with me because she didn't have classes for a few days. Every night we spend together ... it's so hard to tear us apart. I hate saying goodye to her. The only advantage is that if I say goodbye, I get to say hello the niext time I see her. We spend hours topgether. Most of the time I see the sun set and rise with her. Waking up next to her is one of the most amazing things I've ever felt. She went back to school again, and now we're at a stand still until we can be in each others arms again this weekend. =)
Now, to explain the names. Lauren is Sauce. Blake is either B-Roc or Talon. I am Spike. Lauren, Blake and I are such good friends it's incredible. Blake is my best friend and there's no one that'll ever be above her. She met Lauren and we all instantly clicked. There's no odd feelings for anyone. Blake doesn't feel some type of way because Lauren and I are together and Lauren and I don't make Blake feel odd for any reason. Blake and Mike get along and Blake and justin are a riot together. When you mix all of us... wow. That's a crazy time. EAGLE DINER is like... our haven. We love the Eagle. Lol. Ok -- Blake and I had this mission planned. She had already called me Spike and she was already B-Rock to me... and when Lauren came about she was automatically an accomplice in our Stealth mission. E.M.O 1. We needed a name for Lauren so I called her Sauce. It definatly fits...haha. She named Blake Talon, too.
It's cool because we're goofy and serious, and our astrological signs are very, very compatible. We're going to have a long lasting, passionate, sexy, trying relationship but we'll overcome anything.
We act very loving but we don't make people sick with all the love. We're PC affectionate. Lol. Definatly not discrete, but not clingy, lovey-dovey all the time. It's just not us.
But we're us and that's all that matters. =) | | |
| Yeah, yeah PREMUIM!
So I don't know. I just want her. That's it. I've no real explanation to why I think I'm sorry. In all honestly I don't think I've got anything to be sorry for. I did nothing wrong. Even if I did anything... I'm still single. It's not like I see a major effort on her part in being with her. *sigh* What's it gonna take, huh? I'm not seeing anyone else and I don't want too. Why? 'Cause my feelings lie within her. I don't do the whole "dating" thing in seeing more then one person at a time. It's not fair, and it's not my thing. She knows this. I'm angry, but at the same time I'm getting really upset because I don't want to lose her. | | |
| i hve good lip-piercing skills. YESSS | | |
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